Why Alex. Why do you make me feel like this.

Woke up to a terrible phone call…

You care 100000x less than I do.

I’m so close to you that I don’t want to get even closer because it’ll hurt even more when you leave..

I’m scared.

If you don’t think it’ll work out between us, why are you acting like you think like it will.
I love you but you’re just breaking my heart with that. If you don’t Want it to work it won’t work.
And if you doubt it so much eventually it just won’t even work.

You were the one person I thought I could count on. Thanks Alex. I love you. Night.

Putting my phone on mute. So if you call I’m definitely not answering. Sorry not sorry.